Monday, September 10, 2007

Ok, my internet connection is still down, this is the problem you get with wireless networks.. i suspect there's a virus or sth. now ive to resort to using the school's com to post one pathetic post here otherwise i can just leave my blog to rot.

didn't go for service ytd since i overslept and woke up at 1230. haha.. heard about this confessions of mother theresa. they dug up her diaries and published it. how mean can it get? it turned out that she had been doing all that humanitarian work for the last 30/40 years of her life, not knowing whether God existed or not. she couldn't sense his presence any longer and it came to a point when she even thought that there wasn't a God! yet she still continued and that, i think, is truly marvellous. without knowing whether what she's doing is really worthwhile, she still went on ahead. this goes to say that even when you can't feel His presence and when you get so sick of people saying that you have to be still in order to hear his voice and all that, there is still no doubt that He exists! yes, even when we can't see, hear, feel Him, He's still there, undoubtedly. that's why having faith is difficult. how could you still believe in someone when there is no hard proof that he is even there?

Jesus has a very special love for you. As for me, the silence and the emptiness is so great that I look and do not see, listen and do not hear.
— Mother Teresa to the Rev. Michael Van Der Peet, September 1979

what better way to prove your point than to present evidences which would inevitably lead to the unthinkable truth? the case for christ (sth mentioned during cell) is a book which people should read if they find that they couldn't and wouldn't be able to accept the fact that Jesus Christ is truly the son of God, not just a lunatic who died on the cross for fun. intelligent people, if they have the patience and the heart to really find out if Jesus really existed and if he did, did he really disappear from the tomb and everything blah, then im sure that whatever methods they use, the outcome would always be the same, that Jesus has indeed been resurrected. what's important is not that He died for us, what we should remember is that He became alive! that then, is the amazing truth...

i seriously need to reorganise my life, recently i feel that my thoughts are all jumbled up and is it possible for a person to feel sad and happy at the same time? mian, i need to get a grip on myself. and there's a gp content based test today and I DIDN"T NOE ABT IT, dat's cos i didn't bother to write it down in my small and very insignificant notebook which i dun even noe what for did i buy it in the first place if im not using it..

i wonder if there are actually ppl who read my blog.. think im getting a new one, one that is anoynomous. haha.. to all the ppl who reads my blog, thankyeu so much, i feel so honoured.. tag pls?