ok this is the first soccer training that i had and i got bruises already haha. soccer is real tough, not like the soccer i had in mind, like running about in the field chasing after a ball, ok, it seems i have a lot to do on my knowledge of this sport haha. i didn't know that there r soo many things we have to work on. i almost want to just quit soccer and join the stupid library club when we have to throw the balls against the wall and use our heads to hit themwhe they bounce back. im really scared of doing that at first. i dun know y but im quite reserved on letting a ball hit my head. at first i headbutted the ball with my eyes closed but that made it worse cos i couldn't see and the ball hit my nose bridge instead. it's quite unpleasant. ok i really sound like a new-new-newbie here. hmph, with practice, lots of it, i can get a lot better and may even rival the boys eventually! heehee!

anyway our coach, a really funny and friendly guy, said that i look very serious and that when i dun smile i look arrogant. hmm, i know that i look as if someone owed me a hundred bucks if i dun smile but arrogant? haha, that's new. lol.. no wonder my friends say they dun dare to talk to me at first. hmm, den i must smile more, but den i will look like an idiot instead if i keep smiling all the way. heck, this is so troublesome, let it be if i look serious and fierce, at least i dun look like a clown, which is worse, haha..

my house is rono, the yellow banana house. i think its ok, in fact i quite like it as the name sounds cute (rooooooooo-noooooooo). but i dun think there's another soul in my class who liked it. my friends hate the colour haha...another thing in which i find myself standing alone on one side and the others on the opp side is about our civics tutor. i really like her, much to the distaste of my classmates. ok, she's not really that young and she cometimes seems as though she's talking to herself rather than to the class and ya she asks us a lot of times," Do you all know what im talking about?". but so what? i like her way of talking, she's not bitchy at all like the other history teacher and the way she teaches history is like telling us a story, not just any one story but one very interesting story indeed. really, she's like a kind lady just relaxing in the late afternoon and telling us little children (i get the feeling that she's treating us with kid-gloves) about the vast and interesting past. her slides are succinct and presented in such a way that they tell us the imp things without us falling asleep as they're not boring at all. ok, i sound as though im in love with this lady. haha. some of my classmates thought that im joking when i say that i like her and that i think she's intelligent (she doesn't look like she is but from the things she say like her opinions i think she's a person who thinks and reads alot). and so i feel really abnormal, as though im the odd one out. ha... perhaps its because that is my first ever history lesson (i didn't take history in sec 3 & 4) and so i think history is fascnating, ya that can explain why i like this teacher so much too.

i think we all come to school to have an education and since we're being assigned the different teachers, there's nothing we can do even if we happen to just dislike the teachers. i dun want my grades to suffer just because i lose interest in the subject because of an obnoxious teacher. the one who's taking the exams at the end of the day is me and to allow my feelings to get the better of me is like just so plain stupid.