i just finished watching the anime, scrapped princess! oh my it's such a great anime. the only unlovable thing about it is that it's too short! just 24 episodes! and why did fulle have to die??? i swear i emptied myself of a few kilograms of tears when he died. and im having problem downloading the soundtracks. they're really nice, esp the opening theme, little wing by JAM project.

i like immersing myself in alternate realities. it is when im watching anime (or reading manga) that i can get away from real life, albeit only for a few hours. if only things as described inside can be real, if only there really are worlds which run the way they do. different animes have different alternate settings and it sure would be interesting to experience them for myself as one of the characters! i dun have to be the main character just someone who happens to exist in that anime den ill be overjoyed already anw, i know what im saying now is really like crap. but that's the effect of animes on me, my head gets kind of fuzzy and i tend to think unrealistically. and i will have these 'what-if' scenarios in my head. like what if this didn't happen and what if sth happened the other way round. i will kind of get hung up over what happens in these fake settings that people create, rather than concern myself with real stuff happening around the world. actually, things in other parts of the world can be interesting too, although they are interesting in other ways. and they can get scary at times. if a war is started in real life, the fate of the people involved in the war is in the hands of the decision-makers and God too, i guess. no one else can have a hand in changing things the way they're happening, unlike in stories which we create. yes we can get sad for a while when upsetting thingshappened in stories but then that's when the line between reality and fantasies come in. we know when to stop deluding ourselves and when to snap us out of the upsetting things that happened in the storyline as after all, in real life, none of these things even exist.

my fave animes which ill die several times over to watch: full-metal alchemist, bleach, scra-prin, rurouni kenshin... there are alot more animes which i think are nice but the nicest are those with lots of drama and action. i dun like romantic storylines at all. following the love lives of average people (even though they can be beautiful) are so idiotic. that's why i like animes with dramatic effects and fabulous fighting scenes better, haha, not to mention that im kind of sadistic when it comes to gross things. anw why is it that i like playing gta (when all the sadistic killing comes) when im afraid of cockroaches? lizards are ok. they just look disgusting that's all but they dun exactly comes chasing after you and they only stay on the wall, as long as you keep away from the walls it's fine, oh, other than the disgusting sound that they make, they're really ok, at least they are tolerable. but cockroaches? they move a lot faster than lizards, they have an even more disgusting appearance than lizards (if that's even possible) and to top it off, they can fly. ok, im making them sound as though they are super heroes or sth but they are not, they are far from that. in fact they are the scum of the earth. i dun even understand why God created these gross things in the first place. meadows, forests, beautiful landscapes, interesting animals i understand but cockroaches?? other than going around and scaring people they really are the most useless living things on earth. oh, and dun tell me abt the benefits they bring to mankind by helping to decompose our waste materials and all that. living things which actually like living among the very foul things on earth have no worth mentioning at all. oh, and did i mention that they can actually live for a few weeks with their heads cut off? it's really amazing, for them to possess such a wonderful skill of survival, not.

this post is going nowhere. but sometimes i like writing this kind of senseless stuff, takes my mind off things, haha.

the entire world can be against you and you can still get the strength to go on from our loved ones but what if one day, the very people we thought are our friends decide to betray us? when that happens, will our definition of justice become blurred and will past history make us lose faith in the people entangled with our lives?

everywhere we go, there will always be politics going on. even among seemingly friendly people, there can exist pretenses and well put up facades, appearances of innocence, appearances of close relationships.but you cannot stop scheming minds from churning out evil intentions and motives. that's the sad thing that exist in civilised societies and we still dare to call ourselves highly developed and civilised? in schools, even stuff like backstabbing and malicious gossips happen and the worse is yet to come, when we go out to the real world to work. there, i suppose the game of survival of the fittest will take on a different meaning.

i saw an article on the govt controlled newspapers(and the only local one we had in singapore) some time ago. it is about the structure of english esays. since when we were in primary school, essays have been in a fixed stucture, intro, body and conclusion, or the intro, the elaboration and the conclution. yes, i felt much for this crappish rule that they had that's y i have to write this in my blog. i once wrote a compo based on the them gossip in an exam in sec 4 last yr. BUT i only got a passing rate. i enjoyed myself immensely while writing dat and i tout that i would get a great mark for it since it had witty humour in it, somemore, i think i had an interesting plot. BUT my essay didn't go through the 'normal' flow of what essays should be and hence the very disappointing grade. i was so so so so so disappointed LA!!! DAMN!!!!!! actually i dunno why am i feeling so agitated over sth which happened so long ago. i guess it's cos i got reminded of the fact that creativity can never be appreciated in establishments. furthermore, im just a young student who is not supposed to be entitled to any room for creating anything opposed to what the establishment has set. i still rmb the marker's comments, that i had written a flawless piece but then there's no proper climax, moral statement.. that kind of thing. BULLSHIT.

i seem to have written a long post. i doubt anyone would be interested in what i write but oh well, it's all for my enjoyment. haha!

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